i interviewed some of my friends with the intention to post them but now i can’t find the motivation to write the responses out. one day i’ll post them. sorry. I have so much homework. i think i’m having an identity crisis but that doesn’t really matter. been listening to a lot of sufjan stevens and running away to summer in my head. one day i want to have a little house in the woods by a stream and i could have cats and grow my own vegetables. ugh it just sounds amazing. i hope everyone has been doing okay. i think the freezing weather can be a little suffocating. i just hold onto the house with the creek. and i get high and go to the gym. life is what you make it.

i can’t wait until summer when i can read again without being required to! i already have a list of books i want to check out at the library.

i visited Grace at UIUC. their campus is sooooooooo big. like what. i went to a data science class. i had a treacherous experience with black olives. last night i dreamt that i lost my phone in my high school. i can’t wait to go to the beach in april. this is just all over the place.

I watched American Honey a few days ago. it was something like a religious experience. i know not everyone will get it but if you do you definitely do. not to excuse shia labeouf’s extremely shady past with fka twigs my fav…but he is a really great actor.

i’m getting a new iphone soon because mine doesn’t stay charged. but oh how i long for the simplicity of my flip phone….. days past but not forgotten!!!!!